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[yams]

 So, over a year ago, someone really important to me died.  I'd known him since my childhood, since we were around 5/6 years old.  He had a hard life and lived on the streets sometimes, which is where he was living when he went missing, on his birthday.

They found him a month later.  Well, they found his legs, and that's it.

I... had a hard time accepting that.

Sometimes I have dreams where he's still here.  I'm going to catalogue them.

1.  A few months after he died:  I dreamt that we met up at some nighttime outdoor festival.  I said "I thought you died."  He said, "Oh no, I'm just laying low for a while."  Then we talked but I don't remember what about.
2. There was a big flood and I was floating on a raft.  I see him floating in the water and I pull him on my boat.  He's alive.  I float into a flooded Galveston screaming that he's alive and crying.
3. I was lost in a horrible Michaels/Target/Home Depot mashup and he was there.  We talked about Golden Sun.
4. I don't really remember the dream, but I do know he was there.